(W)hole
[stories, objects, poems]

William Fairbrother
A collection of writings 1974 - 2001; works published in magazines and journals and ezines brought together for the first time; works making their debut here; and excerpts from published and unpublished novels. Many points of views, styles, voices and forms coalesce to produce something unique and beautiful. Off-beat and familiar. Scattered yet Whole. 22 Stories. 3 Novel excerpts. 42 Literary Objects. 35 Poems. Destined to be an eClassic!
283 pages, 77,058 words, 769 kb (Word.doc), 1.16 mb (pdf).

© William Fairbrother 2001
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from STORIES:

Came In On a Train

Came in on a train 11:45pm
went to a hole downtown drank a beer waiting for the last bus to carry me home
sat next to a completely drunk man::::
he had to work eight the next morning::::
in records at the county courthouse
He switched to sipping coffee said to me over and over "I've got everything I want in life, except one::::don't ask, I don't know what it is"
not said in perplexity or humor, not said in drunkenness though slurred drunkenly
He offered to buy me a beer
I passed, headed out to the bus stop.
There a young man curled up on the bench wearing a filthy tee-shirt shaking uncontrollably
his eyes both wild and glazed
harsh frightening cough echoing through the deserted streets
"You all right, man?"
"Don't feel so good. "
"Do some crank or something?"
"No, man, I swear, I'm sick "
"You on the street?"
"Yeah::::I need the hospital"
"Bus'll be here in ten minutes"
I walked across the street and emptied a garbage bag full of papers
ripped holes in it for his head and arms:::: "Here, wear this"
helped him onto the bus
He slumped down, nodded out coughing, shivering
We got off two stops past mine
I walked him to the entrance of Mercy Hospital::::
an aide took him over
He wasn't to his senses enough to thank me, but would have::::
a kind, gentle man::::real sick::::would have died if left outside
No reason for him to die tonight.

from OBJECTS:

In the Mirror There's a Knot

    In the mirror there's a knot as if a tree had fallen into its mixture while solidifying flat, gray, causing distortions in every face, a fissure, where you and I collide into one break apart a riverless canyon, ice crevasse or storm rising from us both and I enter by staring by stretching with my hands stepping through and creating what's on the other side::::
    You called to me once when I was standing there I thought of hiding so I ran but was still standing there and you came up kissed my neck your arms around me pulled me back I turned to you and said "I wonder if I'm still alive?"

from POEMS:

I pick lice from your hair and eat them

I pick lice from your hair and eat them
in return you do mine, driven to find
through reciprocity that divine storm
beyond sensation: the idea of love

creation of your imagination
which I parrot in the form of language;
and you listen, and this is also love.
I perceive your love's effects with reason

and uncover their causes in knowledge.
Impressions I receive from my senses
are flat, glossy, pigmented surfaces
as if experience occurs in film.

So I project my flesh onto your flesh
to show you what you feel that I cannot.

    

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