Rabbiting Through the Unconscious Patterns of Desires

 

 

 

How perfect the mermaid who’s never sung.

 

So aftermath is not being, how brain toads –

 

How many reasons expect to be held?

 

Because this is an empty room with monsters

 

 

 

Sit the fuck down!

Hands over your heads!

 

Think I’m fucking with you, pussy? –

Think I give a damn about your Allah?

I’m wiping my ass

with the sheets of the Koran

I confiscated –

 

Ain’t nearly as funny

as those toilet papers with jokes –

Get it!

 

Look down, motherfucker!

You ain’t worthy to look in my face –

Can’t even spit, make me so angry…

 

I’ll fuck you, I’ll fuck you -

All day and night, wanna know why?

My boss – he orders me to!

 

 

 

Set out a bowl of water for the imaginary dog – at month’s end, it’s dry.

 

Restructuring the past is much easier than structuring the future.

 

 

 

Seen through crystal amidst yellow wintergones –

round yet sharp, like tumbleweeds – also brittle.

 

 

 

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Fickle-minded shit-head bat-brain self…

reefs require management! –

 

 

 

Came to shore unscathed

in increments – like honor –

 

 

 

Eating every third day.

 

An idea of reality removes from you that which we think

my Death friend,

                          deaf friend,

                                            last friend –

                                                                dear

 

How even hatred lacks its distancing morals –

more natural than unnatural

less so than supernatural cold afternoon

            starlings out of whack

                        flying upsidedown the day’s explosions

 

One of those almost virtual worlds

digital fermenting lactating –

A singer cries a crier wails

            to you and see:

 

To under-estimate the ghosts of your longings –

‘between the sheets’ of the moment

like some transient withering before you –

how forced to reason falters.

 

 

©2007 wfairbrother

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